Thoughts on the Cailleach, hibernation and waking up to spring

We are already more than halfway through the first month of 2026, and I want to wish you a year of tender new beginnings, a year of softer, brighter days, a year of gentle, good news to come, a year of happiness and hope.

Ireland has many native species of ferns. I love them, they look so prehistoric. I wonder if their newly-emerging shape was the inspiration for the saints’ crozier?

After a difficult September with Carys becoming ill, I gave myself the heel of last year off. I entered into that hibernation mode we are supposed to naturally slide into in winter, and was content just to hang out with my family. I was reminded how much we take health, and life, for granted, that we never fully appreciate what we have until it’s gone, and I needed time to ponder that.

We hadn’t been allowed to take Carys out of the hospital because if her condition worsened, we were told, it was unlikely she’d survive the journey from our home back to the hospital. A 30 minute trip. Coming that close to losing her again, after all these years of relative stability, shocked me to my core. So I gave everything up, including my space here, to be around my kids.

But you can’t hibernate forever. The newly birthed wild plants are already pushing their way up in the hedgerows, the hazel katkins are in full bloom, and my body is starting to feel restless. My mind is sorting seed packets and planting adjacancies, much against my will, and I have already ordered, and received, a first tender assortment of new plants for my wild garden.

I’m thinking forestry and ferns, shady plants and damp, dark corners, stumpery and moss and fungi and decay. Just when she should be dozing, the cailleach in me is rising. I seem to be somewhat out of sync with the natural order, but then so are the seasons, and humankind in general, so perhaps in a time of environmental chaos, it is only to be expected.

A gnarly hawthorn tree growing out of a flooded ditch as part of a hedge field boundary. Where the trunk forks, a fern has grown and is clearly thriving.
While out on my walk, I spotted this fern growing out of a hawthorn tree, that was growing as part of a hedge in a flooded ditch. Our native ferns aren’t specifically tree ferns, but I guess they are adaptable. © Ali Isaac

This past week, the cailleach has come to me three times in unexpected ways. Unravelling her mystique, and the veiled lessons that reside within her archetype has been a fascinating undertaking. For now though, I just want to highlight one of those events, because to me, it succinctly distils everything I had come to think about the cailleach and what she represents.

Recently, while researching seventeenth century Ireland for a novel I’m writing, I came across this:

According to the contemporary English author Thomas Churchyard, ‘the men of war could not be maintained, without their churls, and calliackes [cailleach], or women, who milked their creates [herds of cattle], and provided their victuals, and other necessaries. So that the killing of them by the sword, was the way to kill the men of war by famine.1

What we can see from this is that Irish men did not despise their old women. In fact, they brought them to war with them. These old women performed vital duties that the men could not manage themselves when marching from battle to battle, or during fighting. These old women tended their cattle, cooked their food, probably washed their clothes and took care of their possessions. Maybe they were mothers and grandmothers, maybe they were poor women, or widows who undertook this work out of neccessity.

But they had power. They kept the wheels of war churning. They maintained the health and strength and wellbeing of their Irish warriors. The English military quickly realised this; they knew how much their Irish enemies depended on the support of these old women. So they went for them. To kill the men, they had first to kill the women. They brutally butchered them to death by sword, even though they were old and defenceless.

And it wasn’t just a one-off event. Sir Humphrey Gilbert, who was Sir Walter Raleigh’s half-brother, conducted some vicious military campaigns in Munster that ‘became a byword for brutality and cruelty’, and he was particularly ‘renowned for his harsh treatment of old women’.2

Why am I telling you this?

Because it came as a surprise to me to see it highlighted in a context I hadn’t expected or imagined. But it shouldn’t have done. The early modern period is synonymous with the Enlightenment, and if you have read any of my earlier posts on the subjugation of the cailleach as an archetype and as a symbol of later-life real women, or if you have ever read any of Sylvia Federicci’s work, you will know this movement began with the appropriation of land and land enclosure, which of course, is exactly what the English were doing in Ireland at that time.

A selection of baby fern plants in pots wrapped with newspaper to keep the soil moist.
A selection of baby ferns I will be planting in my garden. I particularly love the harts-tongue. Its Irish name is Creamh na muice fia.

And if you have read The Book of the Cailleach: Stories of the Wise-Woman Healer by Gearóid Ó Crualaoich, you will also know that older women in Ireland were respected, and perhaps also a little feared, as the mortal incarnation of the cailleach, well into the nineteenth and early twentieth centuries.

In that one short quote we can see both these aspects of the cailleach collide in the flesh, so to speak. I really wanted to share that with you. The cailleach may go to her rest in the spring and summer, she may have slipped from our consciousness over the centuries, but she is still relevant. I would love to see her revival, in the way that the spirit of Brigid has been reawakened in recent years. As archetypes that work together in myth and nature, it would be a sensible and natural evolution.

Grá mór,

My signiture, 'Ali'

1

O’Neill, J. (2021) ‘Spouses, spies and subterfuge: the role and experience of women during the Nine Years War (1593-1603)’, Proceedings of The Royal Irish Academy: Archaeology, Culture, History, Literature, 121C, pp. 1-24. doi: 10.3318/PRIAC.2021.121.02.

2

Inid.

17 responses to “Waking Up to a Fantastic Year of Tender New Beginnings”

  1. Jane Dougherty avatar
    Jane Dougherty

    I’m relieved to hear that Carys is doing well. I can imagine how devastating it must be, to get that reminder that she is still so fragile despite how much progress she’s made in defying her condition.
    Violating the land, violating the people has always been the way that conquerors operate. The British did the same with the Boers, destroyed their farms and herded the women and children into concentration camps where thousands died ot disease and starvation, so the fighting men had no homes to retreat to.
    They have all done it, are all still doing it, and we are letting them. Depressing.

    1. Ali Isaac avatar
      Ali Isaac

      Thanks Jane. She is quite amazing, a tough little cookie, but I think all the women in my family are. My nana was born 2 months early, slept in a shoe box wrapped in cotton wool, her dry skin bathed in olive oil, lived through 2 world wars, and was sharp as a knife until Covid took her at 95 years old. My mother brought up 3 kids all on her own. I hope my sister and I continue that legacy.

      As to the destruction in the world brought about by men and their love for war, not only is it continuing, but at a far more catastrophic rate than ever before thanks to modern weapons of mass destruction. And as I make the point in my comment to Whitney, not just men, although those particular women are the exception to the rule. It is 99.9% men.

      1. Jane Dougherty avatar
        Jane Dougherty

        It’s a pattern. Women have always had to be physically and emotionally stronger than men because they’ve had the most to bear. Look at the number of men who just fade away once they retire. They use their work as a reason for doing nothing in the home, regardless of whether their partner also works. They insist of their own time out, at the gym or with their friends, because they deserve it. Take their work away and they sink into oblivion.

        I don’t know if it’s a thing anywhere else, but there’s projected legislation here to make masculinism classed as a terrorist ideology. We’ll see how that goes!

      2. Ali Isaac avatar
        Ali Isaac

        Really? I’d say that its destructive practices have probably been highlighted in France by recent cases such as Giselle Pelicot, and others, so it will be interesting indeed to see how that works out. I guess a lot depends on how it is defined. Too many fragile men in the world who see equality as oppression. And the real power is in the hands of billionaires and tech bros, not governments, and they like misogyny. In UK now equality is being taught in schools from an early age. I think that’s a good move, but when social media is preaching the opposite and has such a big influence, I’m not sure how effective it will be. Alongside a SM ban on under 16s, like some countries are starting to implement, it could work. Crazy that something like that has to be taught in school, though.

      3. Jane Dougherty avatar
        Jane Dougherty

        There’s a lot of parental resistance to sex equality being taught in some areas. Traditionalists of all religious persuasions see it as heresy. And it has to be said that teachers don’t have a good record in responding to boys and girls in the same way. Still much more indulgent with boys and critical of girls. We have such a long way to go.

      4. Ali Isaac avatar
        Ali Isaac

        We do indeed.

  2. Annette Vaucanson Kelly avatar
    Annette Vaucanson Kelly

    Hi Ali, so glad to read your words again. The heel of the year has very much been one of hibernation for me too and being reminded of how fragile we all are. And like you, I am feeling the stirrings of something new and tender, as yet undefined. Imbolc is nearly upon us, after all. ✨
    I can’t wait for your book! Will you be coming to Wicklow?

    1. Ali Isaac avatar
      Ali Isaac

      Hi Annette, so lovely read your comment. The winter goes so quickly when you open up to the cycle of ancient Irish festivals, don’t you think? When I look back over the years of dread about winter that I had, whereas now, I see it as such a fertile period that passes so quickly. I must admit I’m looking forward to warmer, dryer days though.

      The tour will be finalised in a couple of weeks. In Ireland so far we have one event in Dublin and two in Cork, most are in the UK. But I hope that will change. I’d love to do more in Ireland.

      1. Annette Vaucanson Kelly avatar
        Annette Vaucanson Kelly

        Gosh, a big fat yes to drier days, please!!! 😅

      2. Ali Isaac avatar
        Ali Isaac

        😂😂😂

  3. Ali Isaac avatar
    Ali Isaac

    I would like a blowing a raspberry type emoji, or the finger! 😂😂😊

  4. Whitney McKnight avatar
    Whitney McKnight

    Hi, Ali. I am glad I was able to read and respond this morning! I’ve missed you, and thought I hadn’t been paying enough close attention, but I see you’ve been on a hiatus. I’m so sorry you’ve been worried about your daughter. I hope she stabilizes again.

    Re the cailleach, you know I am always looking to the land for clues to how we treat it equating to how we treat each other, but it’s poignant to consider that as “our men” were marching over the hills and dales of whatever land they were battling upon, they were also in Ireland at least, cutting down all the trees as a way to further demoralize the people. This is a long, but temporary phase, I think, this utter chauvinism that venerates only the male principal. I like to think we are seeing its demise, and the love of the whole can be in the ascendant once again. xx

    1. Ali Isaac avatar
      Ali Isaac

      Dammit! I wrote you a long reply that somehow disappeared into the ether! 🤣

      About Carys, thank you so much. She is doing very well and is in great form. We are just awaiting some test results, will feel better when we have those.

      War is always incredibly ecologically destructive, whether its bombs or horsemen and foitsoldiers with swords. It is usually, but not always down to men. Maggie Thatcher was Prime Minister in UK during the Faulklands War, and in the time period I’m talking about, Elizabeth I was queen, so although the violence was being carried out on her behalf by men, you can be sure she knew exactly what was going on and was fine with it.

      Regarding the cutting down of forests, until the English came in the 16th century, Ireland was still heavily forested and covered in bog. The Irish pretty much lived with the land rather than on it, if you know what I mean. Their knowledge of how to do that was much of the reason why the English failed to defeat them outright. The English hated the forests and bogs. They viewed it solely in terms of plunder. They couldn’t understand why the Irish didn’t drain all their bogs and cut down their forests. When they finally did defeat the Irish after the Confederate wars, that’s exactly what they did. Today we have the lowest % of tree cover in Europe. Now, it might well be that if the English hadn’t come to Ireland, population growth and capitalism would eventually have had the same impact. Its all very interesting.

      1. Whitney McKnight avatar
        Whitney McKnight

        Substack should have a “BOOOOOO” button so I can give the raspberries to wars of aggression and paranoia that ruin countries. And especially, ruin Ireland.

    2. Ali Isaac avatar
      Ali Isaac

      Oh and yes, I have a sense of a growing movement that transcends ‘feminism’ as we know it. I see it in rise of Brigid. I see it in the new focus on menopause. I see it in all the young women who are speaking out against the shit of fragile white men like Tate and Fuentez who are very much feeling threatened by it all. I see it in the young women who would rather stay single than become a trad-wife. Its unco-ordinated, that’s why I think it is a growing grass-roots movement, and the way powerful men are actively trying to destroy the world right now, we really need it.

      1. Whitney McKnight avatar
        Whitney McKnight

        I agree. Nazis did not meet with counter-resistance. They think their surveillance mechanisms make them powerful. But people are kind and good to one another. Enough are. And you only need enough.

      2. Ali Isaac avatar
        Ali Isaac

        Yesssss!

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